Greetings to Everyone all over the World!
I want to send a warm Appreciation to all of the supporters in the community who flooded my inbox with inquiries of my whereabouts for the last several years! With these inquiries I have been asked where I was and when I would “resurface” after so long, and if I had another platform such as YouTube and/or Only Fans. I have now started a YouTube page thus far, and the link to it is here on the Website under Social Media Links. I will update it as much as possible as internet is not always available to me. I will open the OF account and I will offer all the content I have made thus far and I will make the announcement when it becomes available.
At this present time, and since 2022.. I have been volunteering my time and skills helping the elderly, and with teaching children to learn English in other parts of the World. I have had to become very creative in order to have a safe place to reside while going through a huge life transformation. It has been a very long & hard journey,…and I have realized much about myself. I have also learned about how a karmic cycle of life works in personal relationships, with immediate family, friends, and intimate relationships. I have been stripped of all of those relationships and financial earnings/ savings. Part of the reason you can read and understand in the last blog I wrote over 3 years ago.
When you are a caring and giving person,… many times you become a target of opportunity. Never overlook the red flags and always follow your instincts as it can, and will save you years of hardships, events beyond your control, and even your life. People assume that when you are in the Fetish Lifestyle, that one is promiscuous, as well as so many other “labels”. I am proof that this is not always the case.
I am openminded and I believe in Freedom,…however I am the Teacher/Healer, and not the participant or student. Of course I love to learn as a student in life, however, in the Fetish World, I am more of a voyeur, a sapio-sexual, and I only indulge in what I consider a real emotional relationships whether be it platonic, or partnered. I am shy, and introverted to some degree, and I root for the underdog. This is my Role in Real Life,..and it is why I have decided to continue to Educate others with my PHD of real Life Experiences. I have a strong instinct and insight, and it has told me when to go, and when to stay still. Don’t be afraid to take calculated risks,…however, one must learn to be still with yourself,..it can literally save your life!
I thought I wanted one thing, and it did come to me,… however it was not exactly in the package and mental mindset that I had prayed for. When people show you and tell you literally who they are, please believe them! If you do not listen to that inner voice,.. it can cause issues that you could’ve never imaged if you ignore it for temporary gain or pleasure. I am sure a lot of you can relate, as this is a part of life. How we navigate it will lead you to, or away from what is destined for your life.
I have had to experience life’s betrayal from my immediate circle which caused me to go on a World tour of survival to find peace and safety. Many times the things you find yourself running away from can show up in other people, places, or things.
If you cannot be alone with yourself to reflect to be honest with yourself, to learn how to show love to yourself first, and do the self healing of trauma and hurt of mind, body and your spirit/soul,… and or, seek out the help that is required, believe that the Universe will do it for you. This is how the lesson is learned, and this is how to make lemonade out of lemons.
I am hoping to become independent again in the very near future, and I am hoping that all of you in the community will help by supporting my Youtube channel at this time so it can become monetized so that I can live an independent and healthier lifestyle. Everyone needs a helping hand up,…no matter how strong you are, and/or appear to be. It is not a weakness to ask for help! It is a Strength!
Please do not be fooled by the Glamour of the World. The last time I created content in 2022… I had a challenge even on that day. It took 2 attempts to get a booking to do this shoot, and it was during the days of mandatory masks wearing and I was not successful the first attempt. The second attempt, I was able to complete it. I produce and edit my own content and it is not easy doing it all alone. I was not feeling well at all on this day. I was very emotional and weak in body and mind,..but I pushed through. I remember my devoted Aussieslave always pushing and trying to motivate me to keep going no matter what. I took his advice,…and I hope that he has taken mine as well.
I appreciate all of my supporters, and I will be Back on Top. Slow & Steady wins the race! I wish you and your Loved ones all the Best!
GODDESS
